I Will

Today, a song that my friends has introduced and sent me has suddenly popped up in my head again for whatever reason. I kept listening to it... replay... replay... and kept replaying many times but each time I listen to it, I still felt the warmth as if I was listening to it for the first time... I has never been sick of listening to it...

It is such a wonderful song... the sweetest song I have ever listened to and definitely one of my favorite songs from the Beatles... the rhythm is very simple but smooth and catchy and lyrics is short and sweet. It has nothing fancy but it can capture your heart.

This first version is the covered by Tuck and Patti.. they have done an amazing job and has made the song sound very different from the original but not losing it meaning, feeling and the warmth.... on the other hand, the slower tempo somehow added up to the emotion, letting us taking time enjoying this sweetest moments...


This is the original version of "I will" by the Beatles. It was written by Paul and released on the 22nd of November, 1968. This is one of their songs that I really really really like. Just as other Beatles' song, you never ever became sick of it. They have made the song so simple and sweet. No matter what happen, I will always be the same.


Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will.

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same.

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know, I will
I will.


You know? I will.

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

but you said "No."

I think about it again

When I think of you, I regret.
I regret I didn't find out what happen.
I regret I can't be your friend.
I regret to make it too hard that you couldn't understand and then perceived in a completely opposite way.

It affected me, and will affect me for the rest of my life.
Whenever I deal with it, I always think of you.
I try to avoid not to do it again but it just happens.
I don't know how to deal with people that special like you.
I keep on testing coz I never feel secure.
I never let you know coz I don't know if that's what you want.

The thing happened over and over again.
It is always the same no matter what I have done.
I don't know what to do when it comes to you.

I'll tell you the truth if I could ever meet you again.
I know I'm dumped, I'm bumped, I'm bad, I am definitely not perfect.
Everything is all my bad.
But, I don't think I could prevent the same thing to happen again.
I regret and I am sad.
I am ever more sadder when you said you depressed when you see I'm sad.
I never found my place in your head.
Coz just like what you've said, annoying is how I am...
And that's why you never listen...

i love...

I love photography...coz it has told me the philosophy of life and changed my meaning of beautiful. Photography is just like life, when you focus on a certain thing the others will appear to be blurry. The bigger aperture you use, the greater depth of field of the pic will be thus the further saperation between the focus spot and the rest. Of course you can make the aperture smaller to take pic that you can see everything but this will decrease your depth of field. The further you zoom in to something, the more steady you have to be. Noone can lie infront of a camera; a real picture* can show the inside of the subject, it tell what the subject is thinking and feeling and also how the photographer feels. Photography is just like life as every moment happen only once; if you missed, you can't go back again to the same time, same place,... same feeling. Simarly, you are never able to capture the same moment in life coz it never repeats itself. There is only one chance, for only shot, to capture a moment. No matter how fast a camera is, it can never capture two exactly the same moment. No matter what edition Photoshop has been developed to, it will never be able to modify a scene from happy to sad or vice versa. Even if you can replace a crying face with a smiling one, you can never change the feeling of the picture, the emotion of the whole scene, the feeling that the photographer has given to the picture. The same applies to life. You can never go back and change a scene in any moment of life that you don't want to see or you don't want it to happen. No matter how much you try to cover the truth but the fact is still be there, the truth will stay forever. You can only make decision on your future just like you can only take the smiling face of the same person in the future rather than photoshop the one. Well, any kinds of picture, blurry, in focus, out of focus, happy, sad, portrait scenery, action shot, old, new, artistic, bokeh, ghosty... are beautiful in thier own way. They has their own meaning, feeling, emotion and every aspect of life coz photography is just a capture of life but just in a more intuitive and/or straight forward and/or selective and/or highly visualized manner. That's why different people might depict the meaning a picture differently as they might look at it with different emphasis.

I love Flying... coz the sky has no limit. There is nowhere too far that the sky can't reach. There is no place too far that you can't go. You can fly as far as you want without worrying of going too far coz no matter how far you go, you're still in the limit of the unlimited sky. You can always live your life unlimitedly the way you want.

I love Sleeping... coz the more I sleep, the more I could dream. I want to live my life full of dreams coz they are not simply just dreams but my motivation, my promises to my commitments to turn it into hopes, goals and reality. Regardless of whether they are feasible or not, my dreams make my days....they make this world a more colorful place to live in and make my life more meaningful to live.

*real picture: I have my own meaning of real picture. It is pure and real unlike those picture which the subject is intentionally posing or were told by the photographer to pose in a certain way. That is not real.

Not only human that has emotion

MIT Nerdy song...hahaha WE ALL BELIEVE IN RELATIVITY

Final exam review song: "We all believe in relativity"

(Sung during December 5 2006 lecture by Max Tegmark with Enectali Figueroa, who also provided guitar accompaniment. With its seven embedded equations, this song aims for new depths in geekdom. Melody: Yellow Submarine, with italicized lines going like the chorus.)

Römer measured the speed of light,
and something basic just wasn't right.
because Michaelson and Morley
showed that aether fit data poorly.

We jump to 1905.
In Einstein's brain, ideas thrive:
"The laws of nature must be the same
in every inertial frame."
We all believe in relativity, relativity, relativity.
Yes we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

Einstein's postulates imply
that planes are shorter when they fly.
Their clocks are slowed by time dilation,
and look warped from aberration.
Cos theta-prime is cos theta minus beta ... over one minus beta cos theta.
Yes we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

With the Lorentz transformation,
we calculate the relation
between Chris's and Zoe's frame,
but all invariants, they are the same.
Like B dot E and B-squared minus E-squared,
... and the rest mass squared which is E-squared minus p-squared.
'cos we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

Soon physicists had a proclivity
for using relativity.
But nukes made us all scared
because E=mc².
Everything is relative, even simultaneity, and soon Einstein's become a de facto physics deity.
'cos we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

But Einstein had another dream,
and in nineteen sixteen
he made a deep unification
between gravity and acceleration.
He said physics ain't hard at all
as long as you are in free fall,
'cos our laws all stay the same
in a locally inertial frame.
And he called it general relativity, relativity, relativity.
And we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

If towards a black hole you fall
tides will make you slim tall,
but your friends won't see you enter
a singularity at the center,
because it will look to them
like you got stuck at radius 2M.
But you get squished, despite this balking,
and then evaporate, says Stephen Hawking.
We all believe in relativity, relativity, relativity.
Yes we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

We're in an expanding space
with galaxies all over the place,
and we've learned from Edwin Hubble
that twice the distance makes redshift double
We can with confidence converse
about the age of our universe.
Rival theories are now moot
thanks to Penzias, Wilson, Mather & Smoot.
We all live in an expanding universe, expanding universe, expanding universe.
Yes we all live in an expanding universe, expanding universe, expanding universe.

But what's the physics of creation?
There's a theory called inflation
by Alan Guth and his friends,
but the catch is that it never ends,
making a fractal multiverse
which makes some of their colleagues curse.
Yes there's plenty left to figure out
like what reality is all about about.
but at least we believe in relativity, relativity, relativity.
Yes we all believe in relativity, 8.033, relativity.

Trapped in Korea

I arrived here early in the morning and gonna leave late in the evening.... i dared not to tell the exact time coz you gonna laughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh at me coz my crazinessssssss... sorry to myself coz i have chosen a crazy flight schedule... I am not just trasitting in Korea but trapped here... haha
Thank that this airport is very well-equiped that i can you the internet...(wow..its fast... faster than in JP i think) so i can just sleep and surf and sleep and surf... and thank that there is someone who is willing to stay online with me... so sleep and surf and chat and sleep and surf and chat.......
now listening to my greatest song... glad that i have uploaded to my imeem account so i can listen easily....

holiday??? familiar action but not familiar faces..

at T&Coffee with Cesar...dont really know what is it...hehe/.. and dont really know what to write in the blog either...

just found out that someone is keeping promise quite well though.. lower than 300 no contact... maybe thats y i havent got any contact till now... shit... i think i should keep the promise too then
eventhough started missing the stuffs already.... missing the cooking, barbecue, argument, stressing out, being mad at various things unreasonably....

the election is coming this sunday but nothing is expected to change either...just becoming abit fatter(dont you see it?)...

Felling that many have not been done yet and need to be done but dont really know what to do.. lol...
gotta go back home coz someone is missing his home soooooo much... :) not gonna wait anymore