I think about it again

When I think of you, I regret.
I regret I didn't find out what happen.
I regret I can't be your friend.
I regret to make it too hard that you couldn't understand and then perceived in a completely opposite way.

It affected me, and will affect me for the rest of my life.
Whenever I deal with it, I always think of you.
I try to avoid not to do it again but it just happens.
I don't know how to deal with people that special like you.
I keep on testing coz I never feel secure.
I never let you know coz I don't know if that's what you want.

The thing happened over and over again.
It is always the same no matter what I have done.
I don't know what to do when it comes to you.

I'll tell you the truth if I could ever meet you again.
I know I'm dumped, I'm bumped, I'm bad, I am definitely not perfect.
Everything is all my bad.
But, I don't think I could prevent the same thing to happen again.
I regret and I am sad.
I am ever more sadder when you said you depressed when you see I'm sad.
I never found my place in your head.
Coz just like what you've said, annoying is how I am...
And that's why you never listen...